i want to live!

i once heard bishop TD Jakes say something of this ilk, "i'm not afraid of dying.  i am afraid of coming to the end of my life only to discover that i have not truly lived."  y'all remember shawshank redemption?  "git  busy livin', or git busy dyin'"?  that is precisely where i am right about now.  what talents have i buried in the ground, out of sheer and utter fear?  God is surely dealing with me.  there shall be no dying on the vine...